holidays!!! =D omg .. guessed what i came across while looking at my old photo albums.. omg!! look at me!! im like sooooo cute!!! like fluffy untill wanna dieeee .... hahaha ...

anyway.. gonna take this week to relax before starting on my new project... lifes great =)

when i got home last night

its like 5am now ... doing research for CRS .. having a test later !!! omg ... anyway... yesterday, when i got home.. my mum was home! it kinda made me feel all happy again =) cause when i was on my way home yesterday, i thought i will be going home to an empty home again ... and like emo in one corner of my room.. so i was really glad that i saw my mum at home ! =D Love you mummy =)




o o .. we went to the big big durian today ... and had a guided tour... and it really made me inspired to wanna perform there one day... its really a amazing place ... just beautiful... love the concert hall inside .. its really cool =)

i wish i had you to hold ... in times like these ... your love is what i need ...

a better day that will take it all away... love is what i need ... holding on to a promise ...

i never wanna let go... that will make a better life for me ... your love is what i need...

i just wanna tell u ... i just wanna tell u ... love .... is what i need ... over and over ... i see

your love coming over me.. over and over i see your love ... but wont you come ... and make me

complete... your love ... is what i need ... i'm holding on ... i'm holding on ... never let me go...

that we will go to a place where love meets ... and still over and over ... your love is all i need ...

my heart .. my heart .. will never let go .... I love you ....

ok back to do my CRS now ! bye!

its still fluffy =)

tough day ... got a toung lashing frm my cg leader ... but all's good now =)

its getting better each day ... haha ...

nite ....


truthfully ... my hearts hurts like hell inside ... and im tried of everything ...


and i still wanna tell u ... i miss u ...

its so fluffy i wanna dieee!!!

woah ... a long time sinced i blogged..

needed a place to let go ... and this is the place i could think of ...
been feeling really tired lately with life itself... going through something really hard
in my life now... theres so many feelings and i just dont know where to start...
srsly ... what do i really wan ... i dont know myself ... what do i really really want... ?
brandon... whats wrong with you... its that thing that i thought i have over comed that came
back to hunt me... i miss my daddy real bad .... seeing my friends .. who can go out as a family for dinner ... having their daddy sent them to school and fatch them ... seeing a family going to chuch tgt .... i miss the times ... really hit me real hard... where i myself now ... eating dinner alone in a quite house with no one around... going home on the train alone .. having to squeez with so many people... going home to a empty house .... i just feel so alone and lonely.... i know i have u God ... my spirit is filled with ur love .. and i thank you for that ... but my flash is just o so weak ... im still human u know... i need that love so badly .... that pain i have in my heart .... everytime i think or see it...
im tired ... so tired ... just wanna numb myself ... work is the only thing i can do to distract myself ... i really hope ... all these just go's away ... so that i can move on ...

God ... even when im going through all these ... i choose to love =) thank u for loving me also ...

i wish i had someone to hold ... :')

pix over load!!!

firstly ... happybrithday to my mummy and to kan kan !!! happy birthday to both of u beautiful ladies =)

just a pix celebrating with my mum on her birthday =)

we love you mummy!

shall be celebrating kan kans birthday tomorrow =) so more pix will be up soon after they upload it ! haaha .....

our submissons are offically over and this is what i have done. remember the honeystars. yeah i dint managed to do all 5000 it was just not possible in that time span .. so i came up with another way to show how my installation will work and look like =) and here are some pix.

next week is crit for me!!

im just happy that u even cared =)thanks dear...

but... how long will i like you for....

HONEY STARS FOLDING !!!

Ok ... im to fold like 5000 honey star like things for my model .. i will make it !!! i know i will cause i have Him!!

shall get some pix of it soon ! its really vry cute!! hahhha ..

back to my work now !

btw...

Happy birthday joanne !! =)

its sad that i cant do anything ... but your smile is all that matters ...

an unproductive weekend ...

its monday! school ! this week is goin to be a busy week !! ac is on wed !!! excited for something new!!!

over the weekend went out with my bro to the helix bridge =) these are the pix ! enjoy!

my bro and i =)

caught a beautiful sunset =)

the IR.. wooohhh ...

i seriouly miss her ... sigh ... =(

p/s: pls projects .. i wan to do amazing awsome designs!!!! argh!!