after a crazy submission ...

its 9.10pm now... super tired and down and like feeling totally out! just had a submission earlier ... and im still in school now trying to come out with even more complex systems to add to my model ... and i just lost it ... dont feel like continuing ... totally dont know why im doing this to myself ... dont really know how to express my feeling now ... but all i know is that there will be no rest anytime soon ...




anyway...
my dear girl ... i'm very worried about you ... just hope things will get better for u yeah ...
thank God this submission was onli 5%




alot of thoughts running through my mind now .... i need u God...

For you =)

hey girl ... knew something was not rite with you ... cant help but not care ... u've been always there when i needed someone ... ever since you came back this week ... lester kept asking me whats going on ... i guess we all can sense it ... u know i wont probe too much ... cause i know you wont say it ... but always know that we are there for u yeah =) if you need a listening ear ... ill be the ear ... if you need to be happy ... I'll be your smile. If you feel like ur all alone... I'll be your shadow.. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. =)


hope to see the smile ... =)

phew~

a long long day today ...
feeling so drained ...



but i just wanna seek him ... =)
God ... strenght .....

new year post ...

my first post in the new year !

anyway ... i had been busy in the past week with school and work ...
hmmm ... whats interesting ... o ya! i went for a concert on friday it was a concert by david tao or better known as tao zhe ... it was very nice! dint expected tat coming from him ... haha ... although the sad thing was very little ppl attended his concert ...

alright back to work!